For anything that crosses my mind.

Cold. Quiet. Study. Coffee. Warmth. Fall.

Do me a favor and take me to Newyork right now..at this present moment!!

The day he saw her he couldn’t get her out of his mind, but he could never say it out loud. He saw her everyday, talked about everything, laughed, shared secrets, helped her study, gave her a ride whenever she needed.
He was the first to support her, the last to let her down. The first to wish her a happy birthday, the last to wish her a good night. He saw her every night in his sleep, yet still missed her. He gave her his heart and never asked for hers, he believed one day she’ll fall for him. Who doesn’t love back a passionate lover like he was?
His heart skipped a beat whenever she called his name. He could see the best in her regardless of her flaws, she was the queen of beauty in his eyes..actually she conquered his heart. She made fun of people when they thought of them as lovers and he couldn’t but laugh. He still believed one day she’ll feel the same.
And when the day came to confess she was in love, he couldn’t believe it, his years of patience have finally paid off. The life he was dreaming of flash before his eyes. Living together, having her baby, sharing love, growing old, seeing her even more beautiful than she
ever was in his eyes.
The moment came, he couldn’t utter a word, he felt his heart torn into pieces, his heart was broken, forever scarred. She was supposed to love him, he who gave her everything he owned, he even was loyal to her love when he wasn’t supposed to be. He thought of telling her the truth but he had to be next to her as he has always been. Every word she said hurt his soul deep inside and he couldn’t but fake a smile. He saw her eyes glowing like a person really in love just like he was with her. The difference is that she never understood it.
That was the moment when he realized that whatever he gave would have never been enough. He knew it wasn’t even about life being unfair like it was to him. He just loved her but she didn’t.